*ugh*sigh*

yesterday i saw a really great documentary called Beautiful Losers
it was very inspiring
made me feel confident to move forward and make all the things my mind imagines
AND be successful at it!
i even went upstairs and drew on my walls (mural-like)

then today . . . .

i was on the computer all day but didn't really get anything accomplished
i applied for a job and immediately got an eager response
do you know what the company was?
the retail store As Seen On TV and More in our crappy local mall
seriously.
i then lost a $50 gift card that i was supposed to mail to our cousins today
and finally i overindulged on cookie dough while watching a shitty movie

ugh

to top it all off i stumbled across the facebook page, blog and business website of one of my sorority sisters from college
she was beautiful then and beautiful now
and to add insult to injury she is super successful, creative and cool

ugh

i feel like poo